I’m not scared of death
Or if it’ll hurt
I’m scared of never being loved
Never finding the person who was made for me and no-one else
Never being able to create a family of my own
Never reaching my goals
Never getting to see the rest of the world
Never being able to forgive or be forgiven

I’m not scared of death
Because death is inevitable
Because in death you see the lives you were able to impact
Because in death we find peace

I’m not scared of death
I’m scared of not living

its the night when your
life becomes sleepless

your day might be reckless
doing things after things
of uselessness

i am tired,
no, i don't need sleep
no, i don't need rest
i just want that feeling
i could hold and hug
to where i kiss and wish
be loved for me to love back

i sigh waiting for a sign
that i am still alive
after all.

I am I am I am
Floating,
Sadness, floating
On a well-pool seeing my own face
From above
I am, I am

I tried not to think of you
Scrubbing my mind with bleach thought
And you just came back cleaner

I am I am I am
Sadness, suffocated
Holding down, holding in
I am. I am.

I gave you all of me…
… and you rejected me.

I kissed you with meaning.
Enhanced your fantasies.
I catered to your needs.

I sat by and let you live
let you have something to miss
yet we still come back to this.

In bed at night I cry
I worked too hard this time
to prove to you, you’re mine.

Your heart is too **** tough.
I’m definitely not good enough.
I gave you all my love, and in *** you repaid – rough.

I’ve learned now not to give.
You give to be deceived.
I am foolish to have believed
that the one who’d steal your heart would be me.