He wanted another trial
I wanted it too but i was left with denial

He built our future brick by brick
I wished to be struck by each one of these  bricks

When did he become such a d*ck
Blaming, cursing  and guilt tripping real quick?
The halo i used to see no longer appears to be instead i see lies all over him it drips

He said give us a chance give us one more shot
I found my self at the bar begging for one more shot

He said trust me lead with ur heart not ur mind and u'll find the key to us. Together till were out of breath
Yet i lost the key to myslef ,smoking  till i was out of breath

I no longer search for keys i no longer look for the greenest trees
Im just passing time till god do me apart as to feel at ease

-Not A Poet-Just Struggling

seeing for the ones with doubt
is believing
believing for the ones with faith
is seeing

~
Refraction
Love passes through
And changes
Direction
Let it hold sway
The heart leans toward catastrophe
In the blue headlights
Of parenthood
Mom and dad
Suspended from a pivot
Their offspring
Asleep on a sunbeam
~

Kissing you
Would be a perfect piece of heaven
We have the kind of love angels will cry about
Biblical in nature
Life changing
World turning
You are my bird of paradise
My dove

It’s your lips
And your stomach
And your soft cheeked smile
But it’s your laugh too
So giddy and joyful and carefree
And the way you look at me
The way your eyes flick
To my complexion
Your eyes make me fall in love
Again and again

Laughing and looking and kissing slowly and softly
My darling dearest
I love you so infinitely
Our affection stretches past the stars
Past the bounds of the known universe
Faster than the speed of light, illuminating far away worlds
They will look up
And see a shimmering sky
As we drift through space
Hand in hand
Having forgotten about the rest of the world long ago

¿Cómo puedo amar algo que no es mío?
¿El frío no hace temblar los huesos?
¿Si amor es lo que pides?
¿No pueden los árboles respirar?
¿El amor a primera vista termina?
¿Dios no ama al mundo?
¿Qué no eres para mí?
¿El sol no sale después de las cinco?
¿No te gusta oír mi voz antes de dormir?
¿Hay una entrada al cielo, no?
¿Tú sientes mi alma sobre ti?
¿Las rosas no tienen espinas?
¿Es mejor ver el amor venir?
¿El amor, no ve mucho más de la distancia?

Textos o no, te sigo extrañando.
Te sigo pensando. Cuando más te pienso, más me duele.
Y me ase triste.
Me hace llorar.