The time we spent is the time now gone
It was in my dreams you decided to stay
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.
Now read from bottom to top.
Can you hate me now, and forever more?
Will you let me be, in agony. Without you?
I say no, never now, nor ever.
I'm afraid to see your eyes change;
I'm afraid to see them rage.
I'm afraid to see a tear rolling down your cheek
when I tell you what I did.
I deserve a slap;
I deserve to feel the stinging pain.
I deserve to hear you snap
to keep your voice inside my brain
Attatch your words around my neck;
Attatch them with a burning chain.
Just so I can feel the pain
I swear I won't complain
I regret every single moment I've spent away,
I'm sorry I ran away,
for I did an stupidity
In the process of escaping this reality.
It looks like this is a sad romantc story
s t i l l
crack you open.
I was her boredom
As the monster cut up the city
We ordered food. and sat to wait out our imminent destruction
Disassembling art installations that had grown out of my hair
Going to and from.
There will be no Magical girl transformation sequence .
There will be no battle. And triumph
I was the summer.
Burning other people. while we stayed inside
For most of it
The moon does not veil herself in the cloak of the night sky,
And whispers of no apologies for her flaws:
The craters, scars, and all else that manifests her.
In spite of her imperfections,
She shines with a light brighter than that of the seven heavens.
I was always more scared of being abandoned than I was of being destroyed.
the sun always sets.
it always leaves me.