am I broken
is there something wrong with me
I just feel so confused
and gone
and alone
you see,
I thought I had someone and then she left me.
for all the things my mind did to my body.
and then there was her but she left me and every-body.
but is there something wrong with me?
I feel as though I don't work properly.
my mind and soul drifts away from me
disconnected from all of what's left of me.
and everyone leaves.
...and I'm not here enough to tell them to stay.

cut me open and see my heart,
it is bruised deep inside,
the beats are fast,
but the blood flows slow.
there is someone down in there.
cutting my heart into pieces
as my happiness fades away
from everything, you took from me that day.

believe me when i say
it does get better,
there is hope,
you are worthy,
and you are loved.

dear ******, thank you
thank you for hurting me
it helped me realize just how powerful I am.
thank you for hurting me
it made me realize I am worthy
thank you for hurting me
it helped me realize you are nothing and I am everything.

At the end of the day,
there are some things
you just can´t help but talk about it.
Some things we just don't  
want to hear. And some things we say because
we just can't be silent anymore.

Why do we protect
the people
who have
hurt us
more than
anyone else
ever could.