Whenever I try to heal my scars
I get one more
and happiness gets too far

why i stopped cutting
why i stopped being suicidal
why i stopped caring about what people said to me
why i stopped faking smiles
why i felt safe
he made me strong, he loved me, he cared.
but i was wrong, and now he is gone.

some songs
bring back
feelings
I
thought
I
had
forgotten.

Maybe the only reason why you will never miss me is because I will always visit you in your dreams.

(They say that if you miss somebody, you'll eventually show up in their dreams.)