slew - Hello Poetry

Feb 2015

MD

2012

that was the summer my mom quit her job. she had to stay home with me because i wouldn't stop crying and dripping blood on the carpet.

that was the summer i started smoking cigarettes because tobacco tasted better than the ghost of your lips on mine.

that was the summer i didn't leave my room. i was afraid to see the world. i was mostly afraid to see you again.

that was the summer my dad tried to unload his gun in my head. he said he did it out of love. i think he was scared.

that was the summer you broke my heart. you told me i was too difficult to love. it's been years since i've last held you but i still can't seem to forget the feeling of my hands on your waist.

that was the summer i wish i spent kissing you

that was the summer i wish you didn't leave.

slew Feb 2015

Day?

Platter platter, raindrops sink
as I breathe along.
Like time do clouds melt,
revealing the dark of the dawn.

Grey in the blue as dreams fly,
the clock haunts the night.
Memories, like a two legged throne,
feed some devils in disguise.

Cold, as the sleep ripes,
questions finally meet destiny.
The throne now sees no might,
light remains to be my darkest mystery.

#dark

slew Jan 2015

Untitled

There she stood,
a few metres apart.
Confused, tired, done.
yet trying to stop me,
one last time,
Oblivious.

**Some metres are measured in miles.

I'd die without you,
I'd rather die.

You'll find many to complement you. I promise, so be happy.

#love #lost

slew Jan 2015

Infinity

Infinity is a mortal term.
As the deep brown hazel,
glittering through all of my favourite fears,
seemed like a meagre sight,
once capable of blinding mine.

Once?

I'll leave my infinity to decide

or rather ours..

#love

slew Jan 2015

This is me.

Thoughts, ideas, words, actions.
People, enemies, friends, demons.
Dear life,
You've taught me a lot.
But the only thing
I'm gonna tell my children about you is,
' you will never stop teaching'.

slew Jan 2015

NEVER RATE POETRY.

Grey dark spots of misery,
Dancing through the outreach of his fingers,
Breathing with every slice of his regrets,
Haunting the power time held .
Words can be judged, true,
If only they exist.

slew Jan 2015

January

Runs across the boundaries
Tears itself apart
Takes all the grievances and gloom
Still smiles my heart

The lovely winter blossoms
Smiles from the past
Tears it turned into today
Nothing ever lasts

Fighting for wants
Evitable how it was!
Withholds all the petty
Illusions was the cause.