She runs out of the door
Passing the empty road
Looking right and left and up and down
Walking slowly, desperately
Finding shelter under the evergreen tree

Mother, mother, we scream loudly

But she just sits there tranquilly

Then she says, the ocean... the whisper... can you hear him?

Mother, mother, we say softly
There is nothing, only the wind and the sparrow's cry

Then she says, black sparrow or Sparrow the captain?

Again, she runs
Heading to the town
Reaching the harbor
Looking among those young and old group of men

Have you seen him? She asks the Captain

Madam, madam, the sea was perilous and vicious
He was the bravest and the honest
He was the tiger who roared against  the monsters, the sirens and the gods
He was only a man, unfortunately

Later, she whispers to the sky and the fading sun
Something deep and thoughtful
Something about love and hate

I saw him kneeling
Saying gibberish of unspoken words
Hiding the tears

Then I saw him fighting
As darkness crept into the gloomy night
Screaming gibberish
Unknown language

He was a sailor
One of those guys who loved the ocean with such bravery and dignity

He was a loner
One of Flander's lovers with golds and coins around his neck

Yet, luck was fading away
As the ship he made destroyed by the storm
All of his men died rotten to dust

While he
he knelt under the stars
Praying, probably

I was just standing in emptiness, watching him and wondering

An old man he was
between madness and nilness

The raging star is nowhere to be seen
The skies are as dark as the sinner
The rain comes finally
Washing the devilish world
Replacing with the new petros
And giving the scent of ichor

In a moonless night
A thought of death appears
Showing its shadow
Making its move

A death wish
Mine is just to come faster
They will see me
My body
rotten in flesh
Black in blood
It is dead.

While "me"
Where am I going?
Flying around the clouds
Dancing after midnight

Where am I heading?
My system and compositions
Have deceased
Be as one with the ground

Where am I running?
The departed spirit, the forgotten one
Who have died and want to die.

You are the morphine kinda person;
Dangerous and addicting.


F.Z.N

I am as hungry as a shark in the ocean
Swimming deeper and further
Looking for a body
Looking for a pleasure

I am as wild as a lioness in the woods
Tearing a naked flesh
Licking the blood to fill its thirst

I am as crazy as Mr. Grey
Living in a fantasy
Wanting a goddess beauty
Making love endlessly

2 A.M in the morning
A pure calming light illuminates the room.
Father is not home, yet.

Brother, go to sleep.
Tell mother, I will wait for him.
Brother, don't be afraid.
I am here facing the darkness and the wind.

Here, in front of the thing he called home, I am waiting.
Waiting for him to come home.
Waiting to **** him.

How badly i want to stab his heart.
One, two and three. He'll be dead.
One, two and three. I am a winner.

For my mother and my brother.
Go to sleep.
Father won't be home.
He has gone away taken by the wind.