Who needs a god when all I want to do is feel gritty.
I don't need someone who is giving me false warmth.
They make us feel defrauded and feel pity.
Conquer each day with my own dedication, I shall henceforth.
This world is addicted to being scared.
I'll show you all, that you don't need to feel despaired.

I'm a different person everyday.
Drinking on each day.
Sipping on gin to La Dispute.
Crying to Grizzly Bear like a *******.
Walking alone on this earth.
Hating on life since birth.
Who have I become?
Trying to be something, not a slum.
I want to live life.
But I am a ruin with all this strife.
I just want to scream at the world.
All I want to do is make my voice be heard.

Empty truths is all I am.
But I'm trying to be all I can.
Without giving any effort.
I just lie so I can feel the comfort.
Deep down it digs deep into my skin.
My demons come out and win.
I'm just a helpless romantic.
Lingering in the past with all its frantic.
I just get lost in my head like a dead sea.
When I should blossom like a tree.

Just stay true to your roots.
Branches grow, deceiving you.
They burn,
They shed,
They fall,
But you grow.
Stronger each year.
Maneuvering obstacles.
Conquering what you believe in.
Yourself.

Claudia, why can't you see.
Lovely, but yet you want to flee.
Arguably one of the best.
Undeniably beautiful, not like the rest.
Different in so many ways.
Inspiring, you make me feel ablaze.
Allow me to say, let's not decay.

Darkness covers your soul.
Sinking, twirling in a bowl.
Changing you into this demon.
Your mind stuck in thought, you screamin.
Suffocating in your hopes.
Choking you, like your neck in ropes.
You rise from the ashes.
Because your heart is filled with passion.
Nothing can ever stop what you believe.
Because you know exactly what you need to achieve.

We dreaded this day
When this clock finally struck
Words can't express this

Yet, I am happy
For all that we have became
A friend, a lover

No need for anger
We showed love and compassion
This was true romance

Take care of yourself
I'll think about you everyday
The best memory

Third time writing you a letter,  
trying to create a poem that is endless like the sand on the beach
or riding down the streets.
Hate is always hard to forget
and happiness is a moment to reminisce.
Why can't time move forward,
so I can be with you to be over it.
Oh, the things I would do to you.
******* you to your skin at the right que.
I miss how the sun shines on your hair.
Like a clear window with a glare.
I always want to write you love songs.
But I just end up writing you poems.
It's okay baby you won't hear my sorrows.
I'll hide them with these flowers.
I don't want our love to disappear.
Because I know when I see you it will reappear.
It's so clear..
But fear is always near..

I lay awake.
Knowing what's my fate.
**** these days that make me think of you.
The sun always shines to make me feel the blues.
I'm darkness under the moon,
hibernating in a cocoon.
These pages burn my eyes.
You filled my head full of lies.
Winter has come to an end.
Let years not be a trend.

Eyes so lush.
Lips sipping on tea.
Wind blowing coffee.
This heart is mush.
Wishing to never have to part.
Days have been cold.
Waiting for the future to unfold.
Home is your heart.
Adventure should never end.
Because you're my bestfriend.

Etching your name.
Tears fall like stars.
I feel the pain.
This cave, I'm too far.
Falling into abyss.
You took my crown.
Gone like mist.
Now, sinking till I drown.
Disappearing below fathom.
Reaching for one last breath.
Choking till I hit bottom.
Everyone ignores, now it's death.
Weeps with the reaper.
Eyes filled with hate.
Now becoming a creature.
I'll show you how I feel.
By digging in my skin.
The knife, hard like steel.
What a trip it has been.

I miss those hot days with you.
Sometimes I wish you had a clue.
Sunflowers blow through the crisp sky.
Wishing the day wouldn't go by.
When I stare at the ocean.
I think of your emotions.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
That you can truly see it in my eyes.

You were the flower on a summer breeze that has lost it's taste.
All you gave me was a disbelief of faith.
You were the wind, ripping through gold leaves in autumn.
Sending us to our ultimatum.
Now I must conquer this winter alone.
Not to think about our past or it will turn me into stone.
The flower reappears in spring, blooming with your everlasting beauty.
This is my life in this cruel reality.