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I know all of the cuts and burns I've seen myself before.
I know all of the twists and turns. I've been down this road before.
Like a Geode, I have Crystals inside.
But on the outside, I'm like any other rock.
so how would you tell me a part from a stone.
I don't have a lot of self pride.
That shouldn't come as a shock.
I've always walked this road alone.
But I'm a Geode.
I'm a Geode.
Though you'd never know till you break me, and open me up.
only then will you see my crystal beauty.
when I'm in pieces and have had enough.
But there's no way of knowing a Geode from Rock.
You won't find out in time, No you won't hear it from the clock.
But if you love them you'll break them.
no matter how tough.
and you'll see the inside shell and if it shines.
You'll never find out if you don't cross any lines.
And it might be rough.
But they just might shine.
I read that Thunder Storms are formed from unstable air.
And I don't know,
I'm just taking some unstable breaths right now.
I didn't mean to start a Storm or anything frightening.
But oh well, Brace yourself. I'm not afraid of lightning.
It's only energy tween earth and sky.
Were all energy but were not as striking as lightning, though i don't know why.
Because We keep our beauty on the inside.
instead of being broken and exposed.
When you broke you chose to heal
we all do it has more appeal.
But why not expose ourselves.
Not every thorn has a rose.
not every rock is a Geode.

© copyrighted Nicole Ann Osborn
 Sep 2014 Antonio
WickedHope
Darling
Can't you tell I'm in a living hell
And you help me breathe

Baby
It's you, you make me okay, well
Slow my cuts that bleed

Lovely
I'm afraid to love, but I already fell
I wonder if I should leave
Boy, can't you tell?
You're my heaven,
But I deserve hell.
 Sep 2014 Antonio
Rupal
Catching Up
 Sep 2014 Antonio
Rupal
If you are in a hurry,
go ahead and don't
bother to wait for me.
My life still needs me.

Some untold stories,
an unsung song,
an incomplete conversation,
an unread book.
Some bridges to build
some to burn,
wounds to heal
fences to mend
relations to tend...

In my hurry
to catch up with you,
I breathlessly ran and
I left behind
so many moments,
breathtaking moments.
Let me catch up  
with them now,

I'll catch up
wtth you later...
"The woods are lovely, dark, and deep but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep..." Robert Frost
Dedicated to my friend Deborah, in whose words I witnessed a pause, a miracle...
 Sep 2014 Antonio
ajp
You promised
 Sep 2014 Antonio
ajp
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME.
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TRY TO HEAL
ME. BUT THEN YOU ******* LEFT ME ON MY
BATHROOM FLOOR, DROWNING IN MY OWN
TEARS AND BLOOD SHED BY MY OWN HAND
AND ****** IF I LIVE I WILL MAKE
SURE YOU FEEL MY PAIN
(c) Aiyana Farber 2014
 Sep 2014 Antonio
ajp
but maybe the problem is, you love too
hard and hate too soft. you don't know how
to express your emotion, you never did.
(c) Aiyana Farber 2014
 Sep 2014 Antonio
ajp
triggering
 Sep 2014 Antonio
ajp
i was holding the g u n
but you were the t r i g g e r
(c) Aiyana Farber 2014

this was about me deciding if i wanted to follow through self harming and my mom was a big trigger so yeah
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