I was so foolish
I was so dumb
after I've let you go
There's been nothing in my mind but sorrow
I wish that I can be
by your side
This feeling within I can no longer hide
if I could just turn back time
and hug you tight
if I could just turn back time
and kiss you right
if I could just turn back time
and tell you every night
that you are
the love of my life

You were at fault,

And

I blamed myself.

Because

I loved you even through the heart break.

I think maybe I would have liked
To have been loved gently
But I sunk
With broken knees at your alter
Pledged Allegiance to a false god
Who spoke the Old Testament like it was truth
And the hands that were wrapped around my throat
were dipped in holy water
so even in death I was blessed
He will preach
To all the women he has turned into sin
Say -with a soft caress across my check
That echos and vibrates off the walls
Like the silence after a gun shot
“If you love me you’ll do this.”
manipulation comes easy to him
Hand to God
he is your salvation
And no one will ever love you like he does.


- He can’t be your salvation
- Because you already saved yourself

the smell of love and regrets
the smell of you
on my lips