It's a lot like the feeling
One of those times
When he'd not text me
Or call me back for a few days
Except,
This time lasts a lot longer

Like a breakup
Except,
Neither one of us specified a
breaking point

I don't want to move on though
'cause
that means I did it without you

And we do everything together.
We go everywhere together
I'll go anywhere with you

And the clouds in your eyes
The sun in your smile
Your meteorite soul
You've got me forever.

You told me how much you wanted
Us to be us forever and
I don't understand why you're so
Upset that I made it happen.
Yellowed shreds of gauze
And dense murky tombs keep you
For me.

Suffocating, paralysed, lost in this darkness.
I need  you my long lost friend Happiness
You shone through me. The most brilliant light.
Return to me once more. Get me through this night.
Alone, afraid. What does the future hold?
I struggle  each day as events unfold.
With each new day darkness closes in.
Fighting a fight I cannot win.

Love conquers all the romantics say.
So like I fool I sit and pray.
For the light to return to my life once more
As I have lost sight of what I'm fighting for.

I reached out to touch her
And nothing was there
Her soft warmth
Was missing
Even the ghost
That she left in the bed
When she slipped away
Late in the night
Was gone
That wraith of heat
And scent that lingered
On in the sheets
Was missing
That spot that I could feel
And know
That she had just been there
There was nothing now
But the cold
My hand touched
Nothing
Someday I realized
That this would be forever
That there would be more
Cold
Than I could bear
Last night meant
Nothing
It was only
Anger blowing like the wind
Disturbing the night
Throwing leaves and debris
In the darkness
I rushed home to find her
Soft and warm
Nestled in our bed
And put her skin
Beneath my kiss
And held her warmth
And softness
In my arms
My hands feeling her
Caressing her
Beneath the sheets
Last night meant
Nothing
Nothing at all

Do you sometimes think,
if the earth was spinning a little slower,
if the star exploded a moment sooner,
if my atoms were scattered just a little closer
to yours,
You might still be here?

you told me
that you would always be there
but now
you are gone

And when we met
I fell in love
And when I strayed away
I became empty
And when I saw you cared
I broke down
And when you said it hurt
I changed forever
And when you walked out
I lost the best part of me