do i matter enough for my death to be an art piece?
will i just be one of 3,600?
what matters more, life or death?
cant have one without the other
like a child and a mother
so **** yourself just like your brother
and give thanks for one another
bring me some ******* clarity
do i matter?
or was i just inspiration
for a poem about how many boys loved and lost you?
DO I EVEN ******* MATTER?!
im lost with no foundation
and im drowning on my own two feet
if its any consolation
it makes it really hard to breathe
i cant even think of you
without it bringing back the pain
of when i mattered
and the drugs
and i
just mingled in your brain
i called you in california
talked until the sun came up
and now your life is figured out
it feels our past is all made up
until i really meet you, friend
i guess i'll never truly know
was i an object of amusement
or the pain that helped you grow?