Can't hide the closeness
Not tedious being with you
Time not *******
Just letting it all
World come to an end
Life *****, people changed
But not our relationship
Time started to run fast
As fast as cheetah
Without noticing how far we've been
We've been together
Likewise, days counting
Now, years will be ours
But, situations do change
Going to the right, going to the left
Different choices, different decisions
Not knowing what you feel,
Judgment has made
Playing safe is me
I don't know why,
As climate changed, feelings too
And now, don't know what to do
Because I miss you
I felt sorry for giving no chance
A chance that can make us
Neither experience nor knowledge
Of getting involved to
So I end up like that
Ignoring, forgetting
The only selection I have to
Sorry, all I can say
And last but not the least,
I love you
Someday, you will know

I love...
I hate....
I like....
I loathe....

Two complete opposites on this scale of human emotions
What lies in between
Is it acceptance or tolerance
What better person to ask than one's self

When those shades meld, what color is formed
Love is often the passionate red
While hate is the unapproachable intimidation of black
Is it the same as the mother earth or the same liquid that flow in our arteries

I still don't understand these feelings that I feel for you
I hope that perhaps as I get to know you
My vision clarity will be unblurred
That it will become more vivid as I notice more than monochrome nor the neutrality of angry red

Of all there people you could be with.
You choose me.

Are you that unlucky?
Are you crazy?

Your not ugly, or dumb.

Why be with me?
Plain, old, boring me.
Hell your a lot of fun!

So many others, 7 billion others.
Why me?

I love and I hate you.
Your always there for me when i'm down.
Always there to let me drown.

Whenever I think i'm fat you assure me I am.
Instead of making me not give a ****.

Oh you, funny you.
Flat stomachs, bikini Bridges and thigh gaps.
I'm fat, I know it, and so do you.

It seems your looking out for me.
Making sure that I can clearly see...

It's time to turn it up a notch, the next degree.
No more eating bits and pieces, time to throw it all away.

This way I'll be be skinny
And you'll be here, right next to me. :)

Don't say you love just to please me.
All it does it tease me.

Say it when you mean it, or don't it at all.
Even if i you never do, don't keep saying it.
Because what you say right now...
doesn't matter at all.

Back in the day I was school was a tool.
To help you succeed in life, and not become one of those fools.


However lately I've seen it tears you down instead you up.
Giving you endless amounts of homework that make you just want to give up.

It not education, just repetition.
In fact it's a competition.

Teach me how to deal with life, not memorize pi.
Show me how me how to pay the buys, and steer away from pills.

Give me knowledge not exhaustion.

You're hurting me with your kisses and tickles.
You're hurting me, can't you see my tears as they trickle?

You're stabbing me with your I love you's and goodbyes.
You're stabbing me with that looks in eyes.

Stop it, I beg of you, please.
No, don't do it, don't leave me...



Please.

Only one girl? "Are you crazy?" he said.
Have you gone crazy or brain dead in the head?

One girl to pleasure, to treasure, and hold?
Only one girl to kiss, to love and to marry?

With all things said and done,
Its been nice, its been fun.
Can't complain about the kisses, cute texts, and nice wishes.

Now that it's all over, it's so dark.
You were my sun..