rather than being told that I am strong
or getting angry at because I am weak
I want you to simply reach out your hand
and say "trust me, I can save you"

Somehow, he lured me
into kissing him again and again
until the only taste I know
is coming from his lips
and the only reality
I am capable of living
is the one I found
in between his breathing
when he opens his mouth
to whisper my name

What are you scared of?
Me, I'm scared of roaches
and height
but above all
I'm scared of you
unloving me

I was holding on his rough hand
as if I'm reading the map of his journey
I was looking inside his eyes
that vividly lead me to the world unknown

I was quietly asking for his warmth
and he was gently granting my wish
whilst covering me like blanket
his perfume lingers until I fell asleep

in my own world
I fear him the most
afraid that he'd leave
after he finally realized
how utterly weak I am
because in this big world
I want him more
than anyone else
I want him even more
than breathing air
I want him when I'm a whole
until I am broken all over again

I love him so much that
when he touches my skin
he makes me want to dance
when I'm behind him
I think of how I'd hold him
when he's in front of me
I wish I'd taste his soft lips
and when he's away
I write hundred of sonnets
about his haunting eyes

deep inside my soul
I can hear the voice breaking vaguely
along with something I finally
realize within me

there are billion stars on the ground
with stars I meant people who work hard
from daylight until midnight
also faces I pass through everyday and night

but there won't be another hands
that feels as gentle as his holding to me
there won't be another heart
which can carry mine so dearly

and there won't be another man
whom I love this much again
there definitely no other
he is the only one