A moonlit dance, filled with new romance. It's been years since the the sparks began. Feelings have spread,but they have often fled. We have come and we have left. Yet here we are, your hand in my hand. I'm captured again. you have my heart.
you stole my light when i told you to stop and you ignored my red light and kept going like my body was undiscovered land and you were a colonizer. perhaps my asking you to stop turned you on made you hungry. you looked at me with your hungry eyes like i was fresh meat for you to take and have for yourself ignoring my stop signs cries screams because i am nothing more than an object to you made for your manipulation and pleasures.
I lose myself when you look at me with those cursed eyes, I don’t know why I become hypnotised by your pretty lies, I realise but still deny that you make me cry, Id rather die than leave this lie, But why, Because I love you.
It took me seven years to realise the words in my mind were too deep for my mouth to dig up I thought it was easier to open my skin and let the truth pour down my arms
It took me seven years to realise nobody should be allowed to touch parts of your home or hold pieces of your heart that you don't yet understand
It took me seven years to realise I will wear these scars forever I'll carry them through every smile every kiss every concerned gaze I'll carry them to my grave
It took me seven years to realise the pain carved into the walls of my castle etchings of attempting to disappear are not a story of weakness but a tale of how I survived