Alaska

Alaska Jun 2020

Lonely

So many people
Blowing up my phone
Yet somehow
I still feel so alone

Feeling empty in a room full of people

#lonely

Alaska May 2020

Untitled

just like that
you became just another stranger
who knows what keeps me up at night
and knows what makes me feel alive

#love #strangers

Alaska Apr 2020

on my deathbed:

Is it sad that if I was on my deathbed, I have no clue what I’d say to you?
would I tell you I’ve loved you for a lifetime or would I tell you that I hate you.
would I give you the satisfaction of knowing that you’ve held my heart captive since the moment our eyes met or would I just let you know that you never deserved my true love?

i guess we’ll just have to find out.

#love

Alaska Mar 2020

To the first girl I loved:

you are the light and the dark and everything in between.
you hold a piece of my mind, body, and soul
my everything
I hold the thought of you so close to my heart because I can’t bear the thought of losing it.
now when you do all the things that make me toss and turn at night
I resent you for it.
I hate you with my whole heart.
and that-
is why
I love you.

I can’t help but forgive you.

#love #girls

Alaska Mar 2020

wednesday night

it was the night we got high off of our youth
we soared through the sweet strawberry sunset
we didn’t talk
we didn’t have to
it was just me and you on a wednesday night
forgetting the world
and at last,
being at ease.

i love you more than i care to express.

#love #ease #newpoet #newpoem #night #wednesday #strawberry #swings

Alaska Jan 2020

im so sorry

a mess of words, hopelessly lost
I’m sorry that we never got to fall in love.
I’d give you my heart but someone else stole it first and broke it like a stone to a stained glass window-
I’m sorry that we never got to fall in love

maybe in another life

#love #lost #hopeless #mess #glass #broken #fall #words #sorry