Akela Santana

Dec 2014

B

The rain pouring heavily unto you.
There are no shelters.
It's just you and where you need to go.

But on the way you will find that the rain will stop
eventually...

#failure #inspiration #winning #introspective

Akela Santana Dec 2014

WHAT IS THE POINT?

What is the point?
What is the ******* point of letting your emotions run your life when you're not even sure if he even cares?
No.....!
Tell me!
I'm all ******* ears!

Tell me what is the point of smiling when I wake up next to him in the morning and he smiles back at me, if at night, when we go to sleep he wont even think of me twice?

WHAT THE **** IS THE POINT?!

Why should I be so stupid to let him tell me he loves me when I can't be 100% sure it's true?

Why did I have to fall in love with a sociopath?

WHY.....?!

Boyfriend and I got into a BIG ******* fight.....

#love #depression #notgivingafuckaboutlove

Dec 2014

WickedHope

Rope

I
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v
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f
e
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l
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n
g
s
that
form
thou
ghts,
that
form
words,
that          form
sente                 nces,
that                       form
rope,                         which
ties                               itself
into a                            noose.
Your                              words
are also                    a rope,
that saves me from
drowning.

Sorry if you can't read it.
Kinda.

#suicide #**** #selfharm #save #drown #rope #hanged

Dec 2014

B

A dream gone by

I dreamt of her many years ago.
She didn't have a face.

But when she spoke,
it was the sound of music.

As I lay beside her,
all the ******* of my life started fading away.

Something about the vague dream kept me going.
It inspired me to keep fighting.

And then I woke up, happy,
for the first time in forever.

She could be anyone..

Sometimes good dreams help in hard times

#love #dream #future #happy #years #ambition