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Nov 2018 trf

Please

Nov 2018 trf

Serendipity

Please

She said "I'm so OCD."

And I searched her hands for the color of raw meat worn ****** pink,

and I searched her soul for the gripping anxiety,

and I searched her body for symmetrical bruises,

and I breathed a sigh of relief,

when I realize it was just a joke

for her.

Nov 2018 trf

Depression

Nov 2018 trf

Hello Daisies

Depression

Sleeping all day
Never washing my clothes
Skin and hair a mess

I'm fine
I'm fine
Can't whine

Forgetting to eat
Getting sick from all foods
Never changing my clothes

Nothings wrong
Nothings wrong
I must still belong

Staring at walls
Headache won't go away
Putting everything off

It's okay
It's okay
There's other days

Crying while watching tv
Repeating my mistakes in my head
Can't sleep at 4am

Just another day
Just another day
Im used to this anyway

Im been feeling down but nkt really ive mainly felt nothing. The kind if depression that i didnt even realize was hitting me. Until i realized i hadn't been eating or showering or doing anything for myself. But even upon realizing it i cant fix it. Now i try to eat and im nauseas. I try to shower and i feel dirtier. Idk. Guess im fine.

#depression #sad #dissociating #life #depressed #crying #sleep #insomia

Nov 2018 trf

// These pills don't work //

Nov 2018 trf

Jade Welch

// These pills don't work //

You cannot heal me
for I am not a broken soul.
My spirit carries heavy burdens
but my colours never dull.

Pointed torches in my face
this light, it hurts my eyes.
I was led alone, I sobbed
thinking no one heard my cries.

I smile in the face of the enemy
and laugh in the face of a friend.
It is not that I am lying
but that I must pretend.

#depression #anxiety #mentahealth #alone #sad #cry #real #life #medication #mentalhealthawareness