Zainab

Zainab Jan 2019

Grieving

The ray of your memories
Still shines,
Though your presence
my heart mines.

The pain,
Unbearable
Your role,
Irreplaceable.

A thousand apologies
Left untold,
All the regrets
A burden hard to hold.

The ocean of grief
Gulping me in slowly
Oh, how I wish your life wasn't so brief
Without you, it's darkened wholly..

#death #misery #pain #missing #memories

Zainab Dec 2018

Sorrows around

I can't feel that bliss,
of peace
As the day goes by,
hope departs
Myself breaks apart
Melancholy is an intimate friend
Shattered heart,
which none can mend

Aggravating desolation
Absolute imperfection
Soliciting for serenity
Are these sorrows here for eternity?

Solitude expounds me
Infinite glooms surround me
Desires for splendid happiness
Grim reality manifests utter darkness

#sorrows #murk #reality #desires #friend

Zainab Oct 2018

Positivity within hardships

As hardships intrude
and darkness knocks,
The door of the heart

The candle of hope
flickers to it's last
The Glee
Withers away

Optimism, pessimism?
As the mind questions
In haze

The agony,
agonizing
The darkness,
inevitable

Yet,
Reselience and prayers
Lightens the candle,
of hope

#optimism #agony #hardships #hope

Zainab Aug 2018

Faded

The glittering stars,
enchant me
a stir of hope
tint of forlorn dissipates

Tiny sparks fading
darkness;
retrieving strength

Black sky,
Heart-aching emotions
unfortunate waves of doom,
gulping me in

Dazzling day light
heartened faces
laces of dusk,
still tangles me in

The desolated soul
for a shoulder it longs
but,
to none it belongs

Zainab Aug 2018

Achromic

As the blackened-achromic night
fends off the sun's bright
The advent of inquietude
emptiness beholds
the very chambers of heart

The vile hug of gloam
So hefty,
Like a clench of lion's claw
be it's grip

The conflagurations of angst
Hopes perish
Despairs flourish
A soul dimmin'
The demise within

#despair #blackened #night #empty

Zainab Aug 2018

In the memory of you

A river of endless tears
I swim through everyday

Your memories flow down,
the sorrowed eyes
my silent cries,
as they whisper
''I miss you dad''

Happiness slowly swayed away
since the day you went your way

your love was strange
yet beyond compare

In my heart,
you will remain forever
even if we are apart
let it be wherever

A blessing I had
my beloved dad

I miss you.

#sad #death #alone #tears

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