the first time i saw you.
my eyes, i couldn't believe em
i had no words and like cards i can't find them
you're the only one in my thoughts, you'd be
occupying my brain, my heart,
what are you doin?
but you don't see what's happening?
You were changing me into something different. To become someone else rather than myself
and in the end,
was i the only one sufferin?
It's not your fault, none of it was.
It's how i let myself get lost in you, how i based my whole world
around you.
But now i realized who i am,
boy, i'm not where i should be.
so i kept telling myself maybe it happens for a reason
or maybe it's just not the right time for you and me.
this was something i wrote back in 2015; so it's not about anyone.
Also this was my entry poem (revised)