WickedHope

Aug 2015

JD

Haiku

we all have secrets
hidden within our shadows
expanding at night

Haiku

Aug 2015

JD

Untitled

Don't worry what they're gonna say
what matter to you is that you're going to be okay
and that's what I can say.
You're going to be okay.

WickedHope Aug 2015

You're A College Student Now

When you pack and unpack
And move into your dorm
What will you do
With the memories I tucked into your hand
With the hand I gave you to trust
With the smile that you always summon from me
With the words I made sure you heard
With the heart I've given you

Will you bring them with you
Or leave them for your brothers to pick through

I just want you to be happy.
I love you and I believe in you. You've always been so smart. You can do this, even if you are afraid you can't.

#love #future #boyfriend #change #college #bestfriend #uncertain #whatnow

WickedHope Aug 2015

Orange (-Muted, like sunset?)

I just want my words to matter to you
I've tried being silent but it hurts too much

Aim high and land low
Can't you tell I'm more than just show
I painted you murals that glow in the dark
Before you go to sleep just open your eyes
Look at me for once and tell me what you want

I'm too afraid of everything
And I'm still so stupid
Try as I might
I make new versions
Of old mistakes

Just crash with me once
You're not him*
Make a bet*
**I'm not her
We're supposed to make sense

Tell me something real.

I'm supposed to be the one too terrified to speak,
but I can't tell if I am anymore.

#love #words #fear #pain #boyfriend #scream #silence #whisper #bestfriend #orange

Aug 2015

Tupelo

Wolcott Hill

When september comes
I'll remember when you were here,
Before all the bouquets and tombstones,
The house on the hill,
Asleep in the backseat,
Watching street lamps on quiet corners,
Waiting to knock on your door,
when september comes,
I'll visit your earthly bed,
Remember all the different reasons,
Why we wished you stayed

I love you so much,
I miss you
It is so hard for them without you here.
Patrick is doing great, Caroline is beautiful.
We all miss you.

#sad #life