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Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Moondance on Your skin,
Your hollow love that I still grab on
Dancing in the water of faith.
Splashing,
Rising,
Fighting against the sand
On the core of our heart.
The dark waves crawl into you
And take you to deep disappearance.
The memory of you left the stars behind,
Which still haunt me
When I fall into the Ocean.
Ursula Wolf Feb 2023
I have never understood my body.
It is a strange flash
That sits around my thoughts,
Quietly. Sometimes in pain and
Sometimes in fear, or happiness;
My brain decides,
That cruel hole of cells.
I look into the mirror;
There’s my body, someone’s body, a weird object in a reflection.
The mouth screams,
And my soul wants to crawl out;
To fly away,
To be endless again.
My body never felt familiar.
I look at the hands, the feet, that brown hair, those *******
And I think:
“To whom do they belong to??”
The eyes are in shock.
With that heavy question mark
My soul escaped.
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Summer nights in your eyes,
Car rides at floating sunsets
You took my rose-hand
And pulled me up onto a pine tree.
You were the bird and I was the cone.
The world seemed to be in love,
But then I fell
And you flew away.
Winter nights in your heart,
Dry leaves at cold-births
You grabbed my shirt
And pushed me into cavity.
Ursula Wolf Dec 2022
The words
The words,
Lying diverse…
Ursula Wolf Feb 2022
I could be an endless story,
A life-long paragraph,
A  best-selling novella,
But I rather choose to be a poem
In which evolves all the
Feelings and stories
Of me and You.
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Your kisses like honeydew in wild ocean waves,
Five hours long mystery in one moment of madness.
Like a coffee sip while breathing in the forest,
A cold thunderstorm, a rainy summer day.
Like falling autumn leaves in a warm breeze,
A rose garden, a touch of your botanical soul.
Like full moon in the sinner daylight,
Falling golden stars, a craving Sun.
Ursula Wolf May 2021
Your body is different,
The way you talk is different,
Your opinions are different,
But your soul is the same.
Ours met before
Without our knowledge.
It was our “first time” again!
We exist for each other,
While abandoning our bodies.
There’s the inevitable connection
Between our souls...
Ursula Wolf Mar 2022
Such a weird thing in its nature ;
It flings out of space,
It is wild,
As unexpectedly gentle sometimes.
You are waiting
With unwrappable hands
Around its purpose,
And then suddenly
You are in the right moment.
Ursula Wolf Feb 2023
There’s a space between
My body and my soul.
I wait there,
For a sign
To know, to realise, to feel
Which one I am.
Before you ask,
I’m sure I cannot be both!
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
Today I found a midnight ocean in Me.
It was mixed into my morning coffee;
And it tasted a bit like You
In the storming daylight.
Ursula Wolf May 2023
I was sitting on the bed;
This alcoholic breath grabbed me,
Rushed through my presence, then
Lovingly abused me into addiction
Of lies
Of You
Of metaphors of life.
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
I dragged my body into this void
There was nothing but
My mirrored skull.
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
Shimmering pain at the coldness of birth,
What's your purpose?

First moment of unfair life,
Why did you bring me here?

Hollowing crawls from my first step,
What's your way?

Enjoyements and sins, that took me away,
What's this all sh*t?

Cold breeze on my eyeball,
While putting the shoes on my hands.

I look into the nearness with my lips
And try to reach the core of the Earth.

I hit the space, because I want to talk to the wall,
and try to catch them all.

You mean what?
Wonders of self-lovingness,

Towards You, Me, Them, Those...

The gate that is close to open through the wall,
Let me in and find me lost.

Keep your hands to yourself and reach me,

Then kiss me while you are pushing
   me

away.

Love, that is screaming backwards,
Hold my brain with your crying heart.

Born me back to hauling death,
Let my eyes talk to your head,

Then take me and bring me back
On the thin line of curse of life.
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
I’m a poem today,
Rhyming with this dispirited life.
Ursula Wolf Sep 2022
Finally I am awake,
No more passings-by.
Finally I remember,
No more faded shapes.
Finally I can feel,
No more shallow blinks.
Finally I am here,
No more losing grips.
There is no closure to these lines,
Today it started, the existence of mine.
Why
Ursula Wolf Jun 2021
Why
Why did you ashore on my ocean heart
And tamed my impossible waves?
Why did I lay on your wild wind
Which pushed me onto unloving waters?
Why did you kissed the full Moon
And chased my clutching lips?
Why did I utter words into your eyes
Which cursed my faithful hands?
Why did you cheat on my trust
And stole the sky from our embrace?
Why did I believe in your look
Which took a spell on my darkening soul?
Why did You?
Why did I?
Why?
?
Ursula Wolf Dec 2021
Sometimes I wanna lose the real world
to meet you
at the imagination of our love.
Ursula Wolf Oct 2022
Today an angel robbed me…
And she gave me flowers for my heart.
Ursula Wolf Oct 2022
There’s an ocean in my heart
With a broken lighthouse on the shore,
They saw you swimming across,
But I rather turned to the Moon.
Ursula Wolf Nov 2020
Your love is different;
It killed me some previous lives ago,
And I was reborn to be killed again.
Ursula Wolf Jan 2021
And you just look through me
Like our love has never met,
And you never held my laugh
In a blink of your eyes.
Ursula Wolf Jul 2024
I found myself behind your smile
And you confronted me with time
The kind which makes you wait
That I hate
Impossible to be late
For something that never comes.
Ursula Wolf Apr 2021
I see you in my dreams.
Not the same pictures,
You are different.
Like an angel,
You sent one.
I hear the truths,
You are talking to me.
I know you care,
You are not sure how.
I wake up,
We are the mystical connection.
Ursula Wolf Oct 2020
And just like that
You danced around my heart
With a siren song in your eyes.
Ursula Wolf Dec 2021
Sometimes you are the vibe,
But where is the body?

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