I heard them talking.
I was there but hiding.
My heart was pounding.
Loud as their voice that are colliding.

I loathed you.
And I don’t want to see you too.
You’ve hurt me countless times
Using all your **** lies.
How can I forgive you?
When you don’t even know the bad things you do.
You’re sorry is not enough!
For you caused me pain that made me huffed.

Sudden flow of tears
Because of what I hear.
Criticism from awful people,
Makes me feel uncomfortable.
It triggers my anxiety
That makes me pray to the deity,
To make them stop and fall in the crack
And to bring my sanity back.

It is now forgotten,
The dreams I once written,
I wrote it above the dark sky.
But then it faded as the time pass by.

I forgot it as I forgot about myself.
Like an old book, I left under the shelf.
I was blinded with other things.
That it slowly vanished along with the joy it brings

It was my guiding star
Just one glance from afar
And will know the perfect path to take
And gives hope whenever I’m in ache.

Give me courage,
To tell what I feel.
Give me courage,
To face all of my fears.
Give me courage,
To step out from these bars of steel.

Darkness creeps very oddly.
It’s eating my sanity slowly.
It makes me so crazy,
That it’s very scary.

I can’t write what I wanted to write,
For my head is empty like a room painted in white
Or maybe it’s just so messy, that I can’t think.
I can’t even produce sentences that I can perfectly link.