Your past is not a life sentence,
Accept it as a lesson and move on.
8/10/2019

Like violets are not always blue,
I doubt if your love for me is true.
Just as roses come in different shade,
So are your feelings for me I dread.
Before your feelings falter,
Or you leave me at the altar,
It is better to say adieu,
Though I love you.
8/10/2019

nay sayer's have vested interests
personal agendas
and yet the Earth weeps for all her children.

Together,alone
we talk
about everything
and nothing.

A trail of years
laced together
with broken promises
threats and regrets.

You say I spit resentment
and share nothing of myself
while you
stand on the outside looking in.

The promise of love
held always at arms' length
demanding more in return
always more in return.

You ****** me in
and closed me down
trapped with the  pain of old wounds
which you throw in my face
like acid
and I close the lid tighter
while the pressure builds

waiting to explode
and expose me.

"forgive me"
she wrote
in midnight ink
flowers in her hair
stars dripping down her cheeks
she wanted to say
"i love you"
she wanted to say
"i can fix this"
she wanted to say
"please"
and she wrote it
every word
on the page