Renaissance of love and wisdom
Arise in the air
Springtime flowers bloom
To defeat despair

Yet here lies all
The secrets told
To live this season
With a spirit that is old

The time's lost and it would've been great to
Make it last forever as it seemed

But the time's gone
You can't get it back

So long, time.

Evil, yet beautiful time.

I saw the moon tonight
She was so big
And oh so bright

She followed me
Until I followed her
Into the darkness
Where her glow is endless

As the fire blazes across the street
I can feel the immense electrified motion
I can feel the heat

As the storm above drizzles rain
The fire slowly goes out
There goes the pain

The sky is so high above me
Sometimes I feel I can reach it
But today I feel I cannot
So I will just have to look up
And see it

The forceful dust moving in
From the raging monsoon
Reveals the inner needs deep within me

The lightning runs through the sky
Bringing power and vengeance
If only I was as beautiful and strong

The thunder screams what I want to scream
To those below me
Shake them up with wonder

The dust blinds it all
Yet binds it all
As one

Her eyes droop so low, so low to the ground
When the accordion plays

All her dreams are left untouched, but not defined
When the accordion plays

She clings to the ground, holding on tight
When the accordion plays

Nothing disturbs the accordance of the scene
The girl is untouched, but not defined

Her mouth painfully sighs, so loud, yet so soft
When the accordion plays

All her past lives, come back to life
When the accordion plays

She turns on her back, lifeless
When the accordion plays

Nothing disturbs the accordance of the scene-
Except for the girl’s past lives coming back to life

The youthful face of elegance is enchanting

The brave young heart is aching

for something more.


The doorknobs rattle to a dream

A dream leads to a compulsive, sincere

fear.

Ignore the water
Seething within

Hide it in the room
With all your lies

Tuck it away for
Some other day
When the floods
Come in and out

When I open my eyes wide
I’ll reach out down there
And as I flash you a gleam
I want you to sing
That sweet, sweet melody

I dance all alone,
In my castle on my own
While I lose myself in
That sweet, sweet rhythm

When arises the lune
I look down to you
And fall in love yet again
With that sweet, sweet tune

Comfortable with fright
I depend on your song
To bring me back to life
My dearest, Children of the Night

the insensitivity of the keys glide through my soul and into my desires

what I cannot say, will not aspire

will it hide me from my freedom?

or set me beyond the blaze far away in an unknown place?

Candle flickering
Please don't
Show me the darkness

Please don't
Show me the thoughts

The unbearable pleasure
Of the pain
Drips from my own thoughts

Please
Don't

The poor girl was taken too soon
Why have you done this?

Such an innocent, radiant smile
Washed away by a sickly frown

A frown of not only sickness but pain
An aching, agonizing pain
A pain that you have caused

Why have you done this?
The poor girl was taken too soon

The rain is so gentle
The way it is hitting the roof
Yet the raindrops reach inside of me
So roughly and strong
Evoking my truths to come out
And be washed away
By none other
Than the Earth herself

I'm drowning in a flood brought on by myself

The only light I can see is a false hope,

And the only words spoken to me are just a mere
social expectation.

I'm living in an endless void of want and desire.

It's gotten to be so intense,
I'm losing balance.

And the only way to disarm this hysteria is
for magic to happen.

The doors creak to remind me you’re here

I can’t escape, I can only run to nowhere

If I try to hide, I’ll drive myself insane

If I show up for you, It won’t be the same



The doors creak to remind me you’re here

The air is different, filled with smoke

I can hardly see, hardly breathe

This is truly a nightmare I feel

It's such a morbid world out there

Why don't you stay inside,

Where it can get worse?

These actions
These mirrors I am stepping into
I don't want to enter

But all that I was is gone
And all I can do
Is move forward
Even if what's ahead
Is the great unknown
Of Darkness

Smokey whispers awaken my spirit
In the middle of the night

A somber hope arises in the atmosphere
In the middle of unconsciousness

Dainty aspirations reach out
As I pull them in

The fear is obsolete
Despair is no longer mine

I give in sans contemplation
And I fly high
Into darkness

Can you hear me?

I'm screaming, I'm falling upon a calling.

Can you hear me?

I'm yelping, I'm grasping upon a trap.

Can you hear me?

Please, please don't let go,
of my darling echo.

They know far more than you can ever dream of speaking

They can visualize our lives much more vividly

Than anyone can ever imagine.

I am drowning as if I have never lived
Grasping ahold of nothingness tainted in the air
Gasping for the love I once sought

In a constant search for the answers
Which lead all but nowhere
At last I have learned to make that nowhere
My home

Names will be said,
words exchanged, and laughs protected
But eyes will stay locked in the mind
and remain over-protected.

Ever so wishes to get across,
would be mildly hard to even start.

Oh, the frustration and sighing grief-
Oh how uncanny the feelings run deep.

What would it take to live forever-
with nothing but bliss?

Dream after dream, this desire will dismiss.

My cries I cry are like a song,
A sweet, coded melody;
So right and so wrong.

My pain is dated and weighted and strong,
And it turns my cries into
An enchanting song.

They are all upon us lying deep underground
However their ears remain open above

Their eyes watch as we make our way through the green garden
The garden is fresh with blooming plants and flowers

It symbolizes all that they can't have
They've wasted it away to death

Our realities of dreams are agonizing reminders
For what they can't have

The screams she cries are rhythms creating a sinfully bliss tune

The tears she cries are fountains of wishful needs emerging from her soul

The pain in her eyes is relevant, yet dismissed by those who'd sacrifice her

Splendor is not enough when the ocean crashes upon my heart.

The everlasting spring is once more disturbed by the scorching sun.

The sun within us all, whose can shine the brightest - when all I see is dark.

You are the sweetest
Dream I've ever dreamt

Holding me close
Closer and closer to the edge

Stop

The danger soon
Covers the alias

The danger denies
The liaisons

Of this dearest
Sweet dream
...

The sweet serenity of hope arrives at my door...

Wanting more,
and taking it all.

So much to want,
but not enough to handle

Will it end too soon-
or not even start at all?

I can hide in the night
because I can reside
in my deepest fears
locked away in the
weeping-willowed forest

I can feel all that needs to be felt,

But i can't quite feel all that should be felt

My eyes wander to the light and
I feel as it
They want to see more...

Something is blocking my vision

The vision of what should be felt

What should be disarmed in my mind of deceit

The dusty mist
Clogs my mind
With broken promises
Yet beautiful sights

These dreams
Keep failing to show
Exactly what I must know

Bring me a dream
Of lavender and cream
As I fade away in
The childhood screams

I’ll take thee away
Where I too love to stay
Yet I chase my pleasure
To the end of my way

Follow me to a new world
Of tragic spells of magic
We haven’t any want
Rather a suspicious bond
Of hateful love for youth

I wish she could breathe

I wish she could sail beyond every ocean ever imagined

I wish she could life through the flowers and freely seize every feeling and every thought ever imagined

I wish she could breathe

I wish she could breathe

Dreaming of home in such basic terms is not enough to feed my hungry soul.

It's just a dream that's too far away to even count as a feeling that I lust for.

She drags her feet effortlessly up the
shining steps

Lifting her higher
and closer to regret

How does such an entity within have so much
grace,
yet seem so corrupt with power?

If there is something deeper,
deep within then perhaps the gates
should open
letting the river flow in

Or perhaps she shall retrace her steps
and fall back on what she knew
and relearn
how to live it

I’ll follow you like a mirror follows the sun
Just to see what it is
You run from

He makes even the saddest songs light
Fills my soul with overwhelming delight
Even his whisper is as strong as a hug
Every breath reaches for my heart with a tug

He brings hope in dark times
He brings luminescent flames into blurred sights
Every moment is spring in its prime
He is the highlight of each and every one of my nights

laughter in a field of obliterate roses
waiting for the moon to shine down on me

my lost hopes sing in the misty cold
where have you been,
where would you be?

The thought was bizarre
Though the feeling was much stronger

Has the darkness around us
Brought us closer

To the truth?

The truth lies within the rose
Covered in snow
Fallen from utter despair...

You were here in body
But there in spirit

Because the thought was strange
Though the feeling bore more power
Than any of us

Falling

Because you pushed me

I am fallen

Because you pushed me

Don't be afraid

Just accept

What will happen now

Singing with the shadows, dreaming of an escape
They dance before me, bringing all but delight
Their souls are fierce with might, but here I am,
Defenseless and hopeless

Dreaming with the shadows, singing of a tune
Twisted and deformed with the notes
Wishing away all that was set up for me
Empowered and hopeful

The shadows change the the temperament of the mood
They whisk upon all of our souls
Bringing upon a sorrowful wind of competence
A painful determination of accomplishment
Thank you shadows, thank you

All I ever wanted was never truly enough.

So why am I always finding myself here?

Locked up in my own isolated cage,
away from all that could be happening.

My dreams haven't yet failed me,
but I've surely failed my dreams.

They've configured it all- all for all.

Yet I'm here with nothing to withdraw
from my own personal experience.

When the night falls
And your eyes meet someone else's
All you can see is yourself
And what you want in this moment

The reflection of hope
To grasp onto
Falls upon their face
Leading you to the brightness
Which only leads you
To an eruption of truth

In another life
I am free
I have no temptation
Into the otherworld
Where the darkness is
Alluring

In another life
I am free
Sadness cannot reach me
And failure is never on my mind
Where darkness
Simple does not
Exist

As I lay carelessly on my bed
Thinking of the times
Triggering my dread

The moonlight shines
It shines through and through my window
Dripping it’s light upon the mantel and pillows

This is the time I deserve to enjoy the dark
When I know the moon is there with me
Not a camera could capture this moment
But my eyes and record can

There’s no one I’d rather be with
At the midnight hour
Then the glorious moon
And her beautiful light

The natural order of the earth can be and
will be disturbed

The beauty of all that has been created
can and will suddenly change

All we can do is sit back and admire it
or resist it with great passion

Either way, the same outcome will arise.

It is this evening
That I realize they are all washing away

I had hoped for this day,
But instead find it rather complicated

As it reminds me of the reality
Of what is yet to come
And what has already came

The church bells awaken your deepest doubt

They sing to you with torment

They taunt you - there's no way out

They've found you asleep in your chamber

Your doubts are not so unconscious now

The church bells are here
There is no escape

the parched winds wrap around my arm
as if they're trying to tell me something

I can't help but hear all but nothing
at the time they pull me away

and I can't help but feel
like something's not right

The dampness of the mist
Could have healed me

The coldness of the stream
Could have lifted me

Though my own guilt
Has made me float
Beyond the clouds