A. Euclidian
Iāve been a lantern to light your dark days
Tried to unlock those purgatory closed-doors
Torch inside a foggy two-lane highway
So you didnāt run off course.
Just give me back,
15 years of this oneway relay
No answer back just hearing my echoes
I wouldn't have shown all my secrets
Could have kept all my flaws.
I hope to god, one day you read this,
See what Iāve spilled through a torrent of sequence
Leave it all like some ancient bygone,
A faded face on a discarded farthing.
Iād do anything just to come up for air
But I swear, even when I fall deeper
It feels like Iām choking.
Piece it like a jigsaw
Place me on a shelf with all thatās forgotten
Donāt mind the sneeze, itās just the dust.
I wonāt bother you with these dead-eye stares
Wondering if you ever read a thing or understood what was there.
Run it back to what I used to die for
Anima hanging on an unkept tree floor
Under these dead oak canopies
Waiting for sapphire eyes to rescue me.
It was always love
That hill Iād die on
And now that the swordās been pulled
What could I lie upon?
Iād do anything just to come up for air
But I swear, even when I fall deeper
It feels like Iām chokingā¦
B. Bleeding Ink
Is it tabooā
When I grab this pen
And go deep into the dermis
I let the vampire drink from me again?
It feels like a tattooā
When the blood hits the blue
And Iām etching my life in lines.
Permanent like these scars
Are they just wounds that forgot to heal?
Is it tabooā
When I let the tears fall
I painted with red mixed in.
It feels like a tattooā
When the canvas of these words
Is what resides in my skin.
C. The End Complete
Impeach the day,
Retreat tonight
Scurry to the shadows
Swim into the shallow
Iām drowning again.
My mind divides,
As the past repeats
Memories on an endless loop
Still so far, further from finding the truth.
There was a magic,
That stole the sun that shined
And the moon was a beauty
I thought I could leave behind.
But all these arms clawing from their coffins
Reaching up like the needy for open coffers
Hoping I feed them a line to stop their deep hurt
But if I may, show the ink on the page
Itās paid in blood and my rent is due.
Impeach the day,
I want to retreat tonight
Scurry back in my shadow,
Swimming in the shallow
Why does it always feel like Iām drowning?
I hope to god, one day you read this,
See what Iāve spilled through a torrent of sequence
Leave it all like some ancient bygone,
A faded face on a discarded farthing.
It feels like a tattooā
When the blood hits the blue
And Iām etching my life in lines.
Permanent like these scars
Are they just wounds that forgot to heal?
Sorry, I couldnāt answer the phone ā
I just have to leave this part of me behind.
What a wild ride, life has been.