Strying

Strying Aug 2021

one moment you're asking me to talk
the next ignoring my response
i cant ignore my feelings
but there is no way i can express them

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#sad #love #feelings

Strying Jul 2021

poem a day

i've been trying to write a poem a day
as if poetry is a lifeboat
sailing the dark ocean that is my life

~drowning~

#sad

Strying Jul 2021

i feel like a failure

in every meaning of the word
and i think ill fail whatever comes next too.

those around me are constantly telling me
i already have.

my mom told me she thinks imma end up living in the streets :D
when i was a kid she told me she thought i would be a star, like performing and all...

Strying Jul 2021

i dont want to get better

so alone
i forgot how it felt to be held

took a cold shower
because i didnt want to remember

but fr i just took a cold shower and it made me feel alive
10/10 recommend, especially while it's still summer

#alone #shower #cold #remember #held #lonely #better #summer #alive

Strying Jul 2021

I've been feeling empty

But it's pushing me to try,
I don't know why.

~Maybe my eyes miss having reasons to cry~

kinda just sitting here trying to motivate myself with some techniques my sis gave me earlier this year when I had 0 motivation to even try them and idk if theyre going to help, but i have school soon so, even though im sad and numb, i gotta try to get back to an active life

#empty #numb #sad #cry #eyes #eye

Strying Jul 2021

expectations

I only feel like I'm enough,
when I'm doing things I don't love.

:(
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©Strying

#sad #love #expectations

Strying Jul 2021

cycle of sadness

each day i hope for something better
as though the darkness fades away in the night
and the daytime washes the remains clean

if only reality was like this
and i didn't wake up still teary-eyed,
waiting for dead of night to come again
allowing me to lay my head
and let my pillow catch the waterfall again.

an old draft i kinda liked

#sad