i post things i don’t even care about just to make you wonder if i’m still someone worth missing

I tried so hard
not to cry
but I only ended up
crying harder
I promised myself this time
I'll only channel anger
but that's not who I am
I'll always be
as soft
as a feather
light
but very strong
flexible
but very tough.

where do you escape
when you're trapped
when you're held captive
by your own thoughts
where do you hide
when you're exposed
and all your feelings
are on the floor
where do you run
when you're chased
by your worst nightmares

I had every reason to stay,
and every reason to leave,
but I can never say,
it's easier this way.

Marry the person who loves you,
Than the one you love
That way you wil remainl the captain of your team.
26/2/2025