Champagne bottles on the ground
Glitter splattered on walls
Tried to wash it all off
But it has stained the walls
Mascara on my face
Tried to clean the evidence of pain
But it hurts to confront it
I'll leave the wound to fester

Knocking on the door
Oh dear, Oh dear
Leave me alone
I won't come out, I won't come out
Might as well be hell

One more drink, One more drink
Please
Don't watch me, Don't watch me
Leave
Close the door, Close the door
Seclude myself in the cold

Chandeliers swinging, half broken, lights flickering
And I am the one swinging
Trying to make the last chain break into pieces
But it keeps holding on
Why won't it break I just want to fall
Feel my face on the ground
The Chandelier continues to shine while I try to die

I am holding on to dear life
Won't try to save myself though
Might as well try to let go
Maybe the Chandelier will fall, I am not sure
Glasses crackle under the pressure of my hands
Feel bad that I am destroying it
But I need your demise so I can die



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The taste of your poisoned tongue
Filled me with unadulterated lust
Tried to spit out the bile
But you made me swallow it whole

Suspicious, Suppression
Goes hand in hand
Suspicious, Suppression
Sinful life of lust

Avoid this degradation
Dissolution of simple romance
Just wanted to hold my hand
But you defiled me instead

Suspicious, Admission
Just leave me be
Suspicious, Admission
We could have talked

The day has come to an end
Fairytale ending has passed
No point in prolonging demise
Here, let me help you 'friend'

Suspicious, Liberation
I am on the edge
Suspicious, Liberation
Jumping to my death



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

i remember all the days you left me outside
stranded on the doorstep dripping alcohol and sweat
bunched up clothes in my hand wanting for some comfort
open up and nuzzle me against your body as I’m not breathing.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The apocalypse has started already in my mind
Embers smoldering inside my bloodshot eyes
The flames have yet to subside
Licking the inside of my body

The warmth I live with will burn anyone else
So is it a crime that I purposely embraced you
The sins outnumber my virtues
They have begun to feed on my soul

Deceit and Dishonesty is the only way I live
Words that I spill have tainted my hands red
People who surround me are now victims
I will elevate myself and become a ruler

As I stand on broken bodies I fight of a grin
My facade is shattering with every evil deed
Who will see the real me the next time I ****?
Guess you’ll find out on the next broadcast



© Sofia Villagrana 2018