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Guide me through the dark
Am not as strong as I seem
Catch me if I fall
My voice is not always found
Take me by my hands
Am just scared most times to reach out
If my words ever hurt you
I never meant any of it
And when you see me alone
Don't walk away leaving me all to myself.
  Sep 2020 Smothered Divine
rk
and now
at the end of our days
when we have nothing left
but our memories,
if i could tell you
just one thing
it would be how much
my heart burns for you
and that our love
will remain
my sweestest hallelujah
and outshine every star
in the night sky.
- my soul will search for you in each lifetime.
Smothered Divine Sep 2020
A rose, everblooming.
Petals swelling around their base.
Bounded by a timeline,
We sway and I bite down on a kiss.
Busted, bruised, swelling and pink.
My heart pounds itself out, aching, running a mile a minute.
A tear slips through my dry, brick wall features.
Dust in the wind, for I am as alone as I came into this world.

My phone starts to ring, and it's you and only you.
"Happy birthday to you!".
You call me by our name;
A Rose by any other name...
Except with you, I'm a rose in a sea of blue.
Skies as bright as sapphires, clouds as soft as silk.
I make a wish, I blow it out.
My tears dry up; My soul is a drought.
I'm found. I love your voice. It cradles and cares for me,
My leaves shed.

I love you. Remember that, too.
You're my first and my last-

"-Happy birthdayyyy tooooo yoouuuuuu! I love you, Rose."

And I love you, too.
Happy Birthday to me<3
Love you, Ryelee. I'm tired as **** in my classes but I'm beyond happy you called.
  Sep 2020 Smothered Divine
Moza
My imaginary friend
one i take my midnight adventures with
who i lean on to
Are you tired of wondering into the seas of my thoughts?
Are the waves too violent for us to swim further?

Every time you pick your head up, the fierce waves hit harder than the last
Are you holding on tight to our board?
One that builds hope and expectations

You know me better
I'd rather fall into the deep ocean
No board will float us up


— Moza
Smothered Divine Sep 2020
Anxiety Crossover,
X on my throat.
A grip, fingers dig inside of my throat.
Feel a hand in my soul,
clawing.
Pulling.
Ripping out of my mouth.
I feel a '****'.
A sigh.
And my head hits my shoulder.
my shoulder rolls into my spine.
And my fingers knock on brick;
Linoleum, fingernails digging in the grout.
A wave of jerks and twitches,
And a breeze.
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