thank you
for seeing the shining stars within my soul
when all i can see is
flaws,
scars,
and darkness,
thank you

In vain
I wait
for the clouds
To shed its rain
A bent brain
My heart in twain
Vervain
In my vein
I let disdain
Eat the pain

The moment I address it,
I bridge the gap.
The moment I bridge the gap,
I am scared that it might collapse.

will you hold on to me
even if I won't be around?
will you listen to my words
even if I won't make a sound?

will you still love me
when I won't be so lovable?
will you still reach out
when I would be unreachable?

will you even miss me
if I won't ever call?
will you try to find me
when I won't like to be found?

will you still save me
when I won't like to be saved?
will you still fix my pieces
if I won't be that brave?