I've been waiting so long
for the events to come.
I was told long ago
of all the places i would eventually go.

Never once doubtfull
always looking into the future without second thought.
But then came the day
that everything was for naught.

All my plans,
not even related,
were destroyed
as if coordinated.

All on the one day that I've come to hate
The one that was supposed to be great.
The 31st of december was that day,
where all my happiness got taken away.

I am blinded by your Light,
It blocks out the Sun,
I have never seen anything so bright.

You show me the way,
you warm up my Heart,
I hope this feeling will never decay.

You have always been the same,
you bring light into the room,
You truly are... the perfect flame.

But as every Flame,
it must come to an end
And if that happens, I only have myself to blame.

The street is dark,
all I can see is the slight amber glow,
coming from my heart.

It leads the way, through the confines of my chest,
through mist, rain and snow
it's always doing its best.

One day, while walking as always,
I spot a faint amber glow
moving around in rhythmic ways.

Could it be?
Another person?
Maybe he's the same as me!

But however far I go,
however far I run,
I get no closer to the faint amber glow.

Somewhere out there
on a field, there is a tulip
more beatiful than any other.

Yet no one knows of it's existence,
it's just another flower

As winter approaches its life slowly fades away,
suddenly a hiker passes its way.

The withered flower goes unnoticed
Its just another dried up thing.
In the end noone cared about its beauty,
not the hiker, no worker nor the king.

It stood there very confident
However if that plant hadn't been there



nothing would be different

Once again I look at my screen,
how happy I am to see your name,
how long must it have been?

I talk to you oh so keen,
the time without you was an eternity
how long must it have been?

Your invisible eyes,
your unknown smile,
I see them so clearly for this short while.

But now as we say goodbye once again,
I return to all the thoughts in my Brain,
Once again back in the eternity away from my screen…
How long must it have been?