when the room gets dark and quite
I still wish I could be near who you were.
You're so far away.
I keep telling myself I'm over you.
I'm not sure if that's completely true.
I stand stunned, reminiscing all too recent events, at their very location, just to see how it felt...
After the wreck, I looked back... just for a moment. I couldn't help myself.
I saw what it was... And it was you, but yet someone else.
I wouldn't have believed it if I hadn't seen it with my own two eyes.
I guess it's true what they say, "you never truly step in the same stream twice."
I walk away with a smile and think, "oh, how nice!"
In hindsight, the grass actually was greener on the other side.
... That every woman I've trusted and loved has hurt and used me?
Please just hate me.
At least then I could move on.
Being stuck in between worlds...
Feels so wrong.
What am I saying?
You don't even read this **** anymore.
Yet you got me into it, mi amor.
Hey, Baby, ante up and slay me.
I know, I put a lot of pressure on you.
But you should know the truth.
It's only because YOU made me insane for you.
And THAT'S the truth.
But... Whatever. Nobody gives a ****.
Least of all you.
I'm sure of.
I'm just waiting for the day.
Set my soul free.
No more problems
No more worries
No more love
No more pain
Sometimes I wish I hadn't known you in the first place.
I'm so selfish I guess...