The voices in my head are crazy they yell at me
Bark at me scream at me I guess their all the same
I try not to listen it doesn't work they scream
My name, I scream "STOP IT""STOP IT PLEASE ""WHAT DID I DO WRONG" they torment me call out to me
Drive me, crazy what to do what to do
SCREAM!!!!!!!! SCREAM!!! SCREAM!!!!
I look into the fire and see my future
I'm burning, dying and the voices laugh at me, they carry a tone, a tone of jolly, and cruelty,  
The voices yell at me, scream at me
The voices **** me
I can't  be saved
I'm already dead
Their is silence

There are always people
who will want to pretend nothing ever happened
who will want to pretend that they didn't drive nails through your wrists
and that they don't see you bleeding dry through the gaping holes
There are always people
that say they want you to go far
and they tell you that if you dig deep enough, you'll dig a hole to China
but stand above ground, throwing dirt back in like a burial service
And there are people like myself,
who forget what they're writing about half way in
who have gaping holes in their wrists that were never from a cross
and bottomless holes in the pit of their stomach
that never led to China.

I'm sorry that I am obnoxious and I ask for a little bit of your time. I'm sorry that I annoy you and I try to make pointless conversations. I'm sorry that I care about you, even when you've given me every reason not to.
2. I'm sorry I didn't kiss you. I couldn't bring myself to. I didn't want to bring myself to that point of opening up and letting my feelings reach surface again. I couldn't do it.
3. I love you. I love the way that you smile. I love how your laugh sounds. I love how enthusiastic you get about some things. I love how you look at me sometimes. I loved that smirk you gave me once. I just love everything about you.
4. I can't take it anymore. I can't talk to you anymore. I have always tried to be your friend, but you constantly make me feel like I am a burden to you and whenever I call you out you say "Oh no, you're fine." But I know you're lying, SO JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH FOR ONCE. I'm sorry that I went out and got a date, but I can't keep having feelings for you. I can't take the emotional heartbreak. I can't do this anymore. I'm done and not sorry at all.

It is a bittersweet
How one can live a life
But death sounds better

That I will prepare for that day
Until that day
and when the day arises
What shall I have but a grave?

Would my life have been a waste
Or my bones litter the world

I drink the thought and choke
Because death is a dark hole of no return
Yet people get swallowed alive daily

A faint reminder to my fellow people
Live in the life you have been given
Because death is certain

Your ending curtain

Wait first
please don't judge me
am just a human

Right this instant
i have fallen for this girl
i don't know what to do!
am only human

Call it a crush
or maybe am just a stalker
am only being real

I have this great fear
like literally am slave to this fear
i can't make a move on a female
my insecurity is just too much