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Kelsey Fortier Apr 2018
Yesterday I relapsed
Completely collapsed
Into your arms I want to stay
Feeling like clay
As I went back to my old ways
Feeling trauma
Lingering on the pain I wasn't able to feel
Wanting to steal
The positive mindset
Of when we first met
bone chilling
You see i am not perfect
Just a bruised little girl
Stuck in this tainted world
Kelsey Fortier Apr 2018
Wondering if your up
Wanting to say something
But don't know where to start
There is so much I want to know
That you won't show
Are you with her tonight
I have a feeling you might
To afraid to ask
Constantly wearing this mask
You used to chase me
Now you know you have me wrapped around your finger
Leaving me to linger
You leave me on read
With me feeling dead
I sip from this bottle of wine
Wishing you were just mine
But like you said the good guy always finishes last
Exactly like my past
With hope things would last
I probably haven't crossed your mind once tonight
As you have been on mine since it was light
Do you even have the capability to love me
The way I would like it to be
Or do I just chase people endlessly
With this idea they will do the same for me
Wanting someone gets on my nerves
Do you even really care?
To bare
What I really am?
Or am I just a slot filler
As you sip your miller
Guess I am just a friend
One that would bend
Anything to be by your side
Day and night
Kelsey Fortier Apr 2018
Trying to convince myself you don't really love me
Then the pain won't hurt as bad
Watching your decisions trying not to get mad
The thing about love is that it can make you so strong
Like nothing could ever go wrong
But it can also make weak
As if your heart had a leak
Vulnerability
Thinking who is she
That could never be me
Your so far away
Wishing we could just lay
Tears running down my face
As you softly wipe them away
Telling me everything is okay
Is it happening again
That insecurity
Never really knowing
Where you are going
What you are doing
Forcing myself to not think
As I am once again at the brink
Of possibly losing myself
For falling in love to deep
Kelsey Fortier Apr 2018
When you look up at the night sky you only see a few bright stars shinning
As if they were trying
To show the world how important it is to be one of kind
In this society were everyone is blind
Not many take the time
To see what's right in front of there eyes
Full of mis-beliefs
Thinking they are the only chief
Will there ever be time
For a person to realize their own rhyme
Colliding with a mere disguise
Created by lies

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