Your
halo
sharpened
my
horns.

Forgive me.

By day I stand tall, Alpha
By night I fall, beta

I cradle my head as my tears flow
why did you go?

By day I stand tall, Alpha
By night I fall, beta

I go to bed dreaming in fear
Why are you here?

By day I... want to end it

My heart, her open palm.
Blinded by self hatred.
A fool who played me, no alarm.
Future never looked so sacred.
One blank stare.
One fake smile.
Left feeling...
She was never there.

Her smile, could force my own.
Her laugh, contagiously unique.
Her mind, flawless with endless beauty.
Her happiness, my healthy addiction.
Her touch, melted to the core.

One last caress, again you left.