Why do people
Always leave?
Like how stars die
After lighting up the
Night sky.

Do you ever have those nights where you're laying in bed and all you want is someone to be there and hold you while you sleep?

Do you ever have those days were you're falling apart and all you want is someone to hold you while you cry?

I have them all the time.

*I just wish I had someone here to hold me.

He made me happy
Now hes gone
And though I swore I never would,
I hate him
Hes completely different
Hes changed so much
I miss the old him
I miss the old us

He changed my life
I said "I love you"
But he walked away
Leaving me behind,
Crying.
Dying.
Alone.

When I thought he would be there for me
He left
Walked away without a fight
Like it was easy for him
And it was the hardest thing
I've ever had to do

I kinda sorta really miss him
I kinda sorta really don't.

-H.R.

You have broken me
taken the heart of me
I wish nothing then to be with you
for I have fallen in love with you

I want to pinch myself to see if this is real
knowing who in love with you I feel
love hurts so much
and I am hurting for you

Sweet is my darkness
after all my holy wars
I am in love with you
and so broken by you

I will be with you soon
take you in my arms
kiss you hard and hold you
I want to make you mine

By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

light your cigarette again
i'll try to breathe toxic air like im the one addicted.
i found myself in the flicker of your lighter,
only warm when your fingers were on me
i used to be forest fires
volcanoes
heat waves
now i am the dying ember in your ash bowl.
forgive me for wanting to feel your lips against my skin
ice melts in the presence of heat,
and you could never be less then me.
cigarette breaks are temporary
but the black in your lung is permanent.
you lit me with the intentions of putting me out
but I promise my flame will kindle every time you try to exhale me out

Dear love,
Although your truth is hard to swallow,
I cannot live without you.
You are ******* the outside
Yet forever solid in your foundation.
You quickly flood my veins and nerves
With the kind of power no one else possesses.
Tomorrow when I see the doctor,
You know I have to ask for you.
You know I have to feel you trickle down my throat
And find your way into my damaged mind.

I was made by her
I battle still for her
my eternal love for her
loyal child of war I am

I embrace the darkness
yet I am born in light
never to be broken
for I am a child of the night

See what can you be
not all that you see
I am that creature
so trained by her

To her I lay my loyalty
my life is dedicated to her
she is my all and everything
and I will love her till the end

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris