do i really have to try
do i really have to lie
do i really have to stand
do i really have to try to be grand
do i really have to live
do i really have to give
do i really have to die
do i really have to say good-bye
...
yes
...
i really have to try
i don't have to lie
i have to stand
i have the chance to be grand
i can really live
i finally get to give
i have to eventually die
but i don't have to say good-bye
at least not just yet
the two sides of my personality. they take turns taking over, sometimes they go back-and-forth throughout the day, and sometimes they stay in control for weeks at a time