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 Sep 2023 Pagan Paul
LS Martin
I lose my identity
Every time that I
Lose control of me

Reactive abuse
I react to your abuse
I fight back but it's no use

I take your toxic energy
Until I
Lose all of my
sanity

Reactive abuse
I react to your abuse
The type of behavior you first produced

It burns in my
Memory
The sound of screams
Profanities

Reactive abuse
I react to your abuse
It's someone's fault but which and whose?

I won't go down quietly
But you swear the put downs are just tendencies
That I'm taking personally

Reactive abuse
I react to your abuse
Either way I'll always lose
#abuse #toxic #relationship
Like an old fashioned clock
That has been wound too tightly
And too many times
I don’t always get it right.
A few minutes fast
A few seconds slow
But the sun always sets
When it’s supposed to.
ljm
A slave to the clock.
Hordes of tiny insects swarm
about the fresh new buds
on a spiky desert Yucca
in their complicated dance of being.
With lifetimes lived
in nanoseconds
they have no time
for etiquette and manners.  
The need for moisture is supreme
and the flowered stalk
is somehow lacking.

Bonanza ! A new source is
discovered and the wiser gnats
race in to drink
but only meet resistance.
There’s moisture
in my eyes and nose
but I refuse to share it.  
They stage their ancient battle moves
but find a moving target
as I create a windstorm with my hands
and hurry on my morning way.
Leaving all the the little gnats
to find another source of liquid.
ljm
Nasty little buggers !
 Sep 2023 Pagan Paul
Birdie
Time waster,
Wine taster.
Covert lover,
Losing cover.
Rude creator,
Crude spectator.
Secret liar,
Limping sigher.
Companion seeker,
Slowly cheaper.
You and I are,
Rain and paper.
A little list about how it feels to be the one falling in love with the one who will never love back
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