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Oktoberbarn Feb 2016
we had an agreement
that this was just for fun
at it was fine
until I woke up in your arms
with your breath against my neck
and your fingers curled around my wrists
and I thought
"what is going on?"
and I still don't know
because you are the most confusing boy I have ever met
and I don't even know my own feelings anymore
Oktoberbarn Jan 2016
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will it ever make sense?
will it ever be the same?
will we ever feel the same thing?
Oktoberbarn Oct 2015
dearest little dog
suddenly you have grey hairs on your ears
dearest little dog
where is the endless energy?
dearest little you
you are still beautifull
Oktoberbarn Oct 2015
It's one life
And it's this life
Oktoberbarn Aug 2015
a teenage girl with a body full of hormones
a little kid who just wants to play
a woman who is getting taught about adulthood
all in the same person

you laugh at me when I'm trying
but do you really see?
do you understand what I'm going through?
I guess so
you're old

I don't know how to act to certain people
how do I stop blushing?
how do I tell him that I'm actually interested in him?
and how will he ever know?
I guess that's it
I'm going back to being a kid
Oktoberbarn Jan 2015
end
in the morning everything seems possible
the sun is shining and its warmth brings love
and the day keeps on going
with fights and jokes
and at night
when the sun is gone and the moon finally shows its face
all the dark secrets and feelings are free
and it is at that time
I know that love exists
Oktoberbarn Jan 2015
I am with facebook 24/7, my grandma a day or two a month.
I get likes on facebook, while she gives me love.
I get to know what my friends are doing all the time, while my grandma tells me about het 80 years on this planet.
Facebook lets me travel through the world, from Ghana to Paris. My grandmother takes me to her kitchen for a nice cup of coffee.

*I wish I could spend time with her everyday instead of facebook
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