I wish I can go back in time,
and take back everything I've done that has damage us.
I wish I never fell in love with you,
I wish I had listened to myself in the beginning.
I focused too much on the idea of you and me together,
I forgot that expectations never met reality.
I just let everything flow itself,
and maybe someday faith can bring us together.
Only if someday ever exist.
so... I am really have given up on liking this guy. He grew distance to me all of a sudden, and I wish it never happen. This was I fear.