the 'decree' of life, which i cannot breach,
tell me how to keep myself away from your reach.

You cannot save me from my own confessions,
all this sadness is making me Despair's possession

I know eventually I'll mess up and leave
because I'm bound to misery, and sorrow is what I heave

all the things I have learnt, and can't teach,
I'll pass them to you, and believe you'd preach

but don't let my words put you in a trance
don't forget I have a mask, 'cause all they need is just a chance

I'm not the type of person to give up on someone,
But eventually eyeryone leaves...
                                                        One
                                                             By
                                                               One

And it really hurts when they cast you away
So I'm killing myself slowly...
                                                  Day
                                                        By
                                                            Day

Pain is a constant reminder that I'm terrified
Because I cant have you...
                                               Side
                                                      By
                                                         Side

You say you wear an impenetrable mask,
And your emotions nothing but filled in a flask...
You say your smiles are nothing but fake,
The feelings you show are all but a flake.

So tell me the time spend was all made up,
That it was nothing but a fake stand up.
Tell me your words were nothin' but a joke;
And you were maintaining a desperate cloak.
Tell me those smiles were only a lie,
And you felt pity for my desperate sighs...
Tell me for you it was only a game,
Where you left me to die after giving me a name...

But no matter what you tell me, I wont let you go
Because it isn't in my veins to not grow what I sow
I would still end up all the same
Writing my poetry in your name

I wanna express, what is on my mind,
But all i can do is smile and say nevermind..

A home was all i yearned to find,
But yet again i was left in a bind...

They say i spark with a different shine,
What is it of use when you turn away blind...

I guess my fate is already aligned,
So should I leave my thoughts confined?

I expect too much from this mankind,
When all they know is how to leave behind...

In the end there will be nothing left to find
Except a body, on a rope unkind...

sadness whispers to me, in the frozen time
the rumors reached me in a melodious hymn

words resonates, in the aching sighs
memories, still living in these pretty lies

the moment her eyes met mine
all those walls cracked, and my world started to shine

In all those lonely nights with my broken self,
when no one came to save me from this hell
I looked forward to catch your eyes gazing at mine
and thought of getting mesmerized by your sweet chimes

I wanted to feel it down to the core
so when this dream is over, I grieve, I had to make sure

I'm running from this reality just once more
to fall for her alluring deep eyes once more

lunatic they may call me
but i found an eternity in her for me

even if its short lived it would become a part of my entity
all your adorable laughs will be with me for infinity