I have a confession I don't mind depression It helped me make friends But what if it ends Would they ever stay Even for one day Maybe they would No reason they should I am worthless Couldn't be less My pain is unbearable Chains so unwearable My mind is my prison By my own decision Locked myself inside Don't let me outside I will destroy you Though I don't mean to My issues are contagious Loving me is outrageous So do yourself a favor And make yourself a hater Throw away the key Before you can see The monster that is hidden I horse never to be ridden Please just keep me caged Never to be engaged
Are you the dream or the one having the dream? Are you the dream Within a dream? Are you the one inhabiting the dream of another one who views you in his slumber while you in his dream doth ponder or are you the one experiencing a dream of another? A dream in which you see the one who may be the one dreaming of you who is the other that you in your dream doth see…. Are you the dream or the dreamer be? Is the waking state a dream or the dream the ultimate reality? Are you both the dream and the dreamer too? Then this dream our world is not for you...
An attempt to tempt temptation we're facing The entire nation is wasting While the time clock is racing Sitting idle I dwell Don't know what to do A bottomless well filled with good intentions That I forgot to mention while men's sons climb the walls Fingers bleed so I choose to run Pain outweighed only by guilt An attempt to hide so no one would see Added my hand by not lending a hand The inevitable entropy
Criticize the critter's size This infiltration among us A monstrous demon indeed in need of expatriation The daily battle uphill An upheaval, this weasel An endless war of soldiers who sold their souls Signed their mark on the dotted line Became a mere dot left in time Sand in the glass we know will not last Last train leaves the station Can not stay Have been shunned
Should have listened when told On an endless list now too old The souls that time has forgotten A swirl in the whirlpool for getting into this mess A choice we did not choose Being lost made us lose A loser with nothing to lose Loose with our lips Quick with the fists A tunnel with no light The endless darkness in sight Filled with fear, we do not fright For what is wrong feels so right Take the plunge I just might Endlessly spinning in time while getting so high Spinning out of control This way I live, this way I die