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When you have those mornings
when you wake up and
you can't
love yourself,

I will love you.

When you have those afternoons where you cannot
hold
yourself
together,

I will hold you.

And when you have those nights where your thoughts take over
and they won't
go
away,
I will stay with you 'till the morning

And I
will
love you
all
over
again.
I speak my heart
through hand and mind
I reach out to others
but alone I hide

I speak my heart
even if if indirect
I try to hold on
but my life is a wreck

I speak my heart
though no one listens
I cry and I shout
it makes no difference

I speak my heart
up to the sky
there is no response
so you answer this, why
May your morning be blessed
as the doth rise
and may your smiles be unending
beneath the blue skies

May your love expand
and there be no end
I'm just glad to be able
to call you my friend
written @ 2:10 a.m.
on 3-17-2015
Seeing her makes my heart jump
She knows me
She knows my story
She knows Alex and she understands Alex
Yet she knew Alexis before Alex
That name and this body get in the way of Alex
She knows Alex yet still only sees Alexis
She understands Alex but can't envision him like I do.
I can see him clearly because well I am him.
I can see my soon to be muscles.
My soon to be stomach.
My soon to be deeper voice.
My soon to be manly chest.
But...she only sees this body I have now.
All she sees is my feminine chest.
My non-manly stomach
And my high pitch voice.
So maybe one day she will know and see Alex.
Like I can.
Living in this world is not easy
Trying to be someone I was never meant to be.
Sometimes life will hit you really hard to the point that you feel like almost giving up;
Only to discover that your character just needs to be developed.

Because your faith does not grow when everything is easy;
You need to fight for your faith daily.
Keep in mind that the strongest battles are given to God's strongest soldiers;
Just keep on trusting and I assure you He heard your prayers.

God will not waste anything you go through your life and He knows what He's doing;
Everytime you've overcome something difficult in your life, you are growing.

There's always a certain point in your life that you'll feel that you are lost.
But maybe it's not about finding yourself again,
But actually seeking God again.
The way he looked at her.
The moment was so intense,
They felt love...

For few days passed,
He is still looking at her so new,
What has romance caused.

The more gentle his touch.
the more she falls,
They never spoke.
Stayed so quite.

Cause the he was a she,
No one knew,
Afraid to speak.
Harsh words is what humans are for.

She was different,
Acceptance is what she was.
Now look at happy,
Redefining Itself.

She is my love,
She is my smile.
She is my happy.
That thing between my legs.
Folded nicely.
An envelope.
A door.
That thing sealed my future
But it isn't me.
I look down and see nothing,
Feel nothing,
Want more.
That cave took from me
All I ever was;
Ever wanted.
Now I have to find it on my own,
Pay for it,
Take skin from my leg for it.
But that thing,
That concave mountain
Of my set role in this society
Can't take any more.
That thing.
I won't let it.
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