ImpliedLines

Feb 2019

Joliver

I'm Okay

The world is burning
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

My hands won't stop shaking
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I feel so isolated
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I'm full of regret
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I can't sleep
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I can't drag myself out of bed
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I'm having trouble breathing
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I feel so gross
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I don't take care of myself
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

I don't see the point
But I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay

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Tomorrow will be better
And I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay

"Good, how are you?"

#anxiety #depression #acceptance #panic #repetition #okay

ImpliedLines Feb 2019

...

Sit at home and contemplate?
Or go to the gym and “get in shape”?
The choice was going to be hard and probably not very great.
But then a stranger made my day :)

i was and am in such a mood but just a simple “if you ever need to talk “ can mean more than you my know. Thanks

#gym #friends #encourgement #coodchange #happy

ImpliedLines Feb 2019

Interrogative

^Who^
^What^
^When^
^Why^
These are the thoughts
that are indefinitely
*racing across my mind

#random #iterrogativepronouns #mymindsracing #thinking #writing

ImpliedLines Feb 2019

sorryNotsorry, or Am i just sad?

im Sorry I’m crying.

butReallyimnotsoSorryatall

i Don’t feel that I’m dying

infactIfeelNothingatall

i Don’t need to explain

WhenactuallythereMayneverbeanExplanation

dont Ask me to change, because im already trying

I cry in silence and in the Night because I’m afraid to Feel, and see the light

I love you or maybe not?

I’m to young to have a any sort of crysis

But down deep
I think I’ve had one all along.

Seriously I can’t handle the internal clash of feelings and thoughts

#sorrynotsorry #crying #sad #mood #love #crysis #afraid