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Don’t forget me all at once
Let me slip away in pieces.

Lose my voice today,
Tomorrow, my laughter,
Then that flicker in my eyes.

Let my words fade like old songs,
Let my kindness dissolve in silence.

I want to fall from your memory
Like raindrops
Dripping from a soaked branch
Not like a lifeless corpse.

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When I asked the moon,
“Why are you always compared with beauty?”
Maybe it's because
I am the ugliest.

When I asked the rose,
“Why are you the first gift in love?”
Maybe it's because
I meant to end it.

In my room
I cry every day
Wishing I could fly
Go somewhere far away

I lie on my bed
Staring in one place
Imagining a window
A portal to space

A different timeline
Another life
My heart is bleeding
Slit by a knife

My blood pours out
Dripping like rain
I feel so numb
Drowning in my pain

Yesterday, today, tomorrow
A twisted mind game
Nothing has changed
It is still the same

My soul is empty
Overflowing with sadness
When will this end?
I can't take this madness

I fake a smile
It's all I know
I need a way out
Where do I go?

This reality is a nightmare
I feel happy when I cry
The misery will end
I'll feel alive when I die