I am a magician! Just watch me go, I can make the tears disappear when you open the door. I can hide my feelings, You'll never find them, ****!! The frown turns upside down. I am an illusionist, Caught in my own snares, Only seeing my own tricks.
Sometimes I feel like I start to believe what I say and then at night I remember everything as it really is.
I am weak, I feel sad, I feel tired, I feel used, But I look strong, I look happy, I look alert, I seem helpful. But only because that's what I want you to see, My perfect mask.
Does making others think I'm strong really make me weak?
When their eyes met the world stopped, They were alone in a crowd, She was afraid to feel, He was afraid to be vulnerable, She might have loved him, He might have loved her. But they'll never know.
She fell to her knees, In a open field all alone. She prayed, She cried, She screamed. Nobody answered, She tried to end her life. Life left her, But Death loved the girl, Death took her by the hand, Rose her off her knees, Breathed life back through her lips, And he whispered " Not Yet"
Her weakness wasn't her love, Instead it was her greatest strength It had driven her to win, to be the best, Too drive for excellence. Here only weakness was her hate, It burned through her, Like a forest fire threatening to devour every thing inside her Her heart constantly battling between her greatest strength and her greatest weakness.