Madison

Madison Sep 2022

"Do you dream of me?"
No. I but I think of you often.
I don't hid you in the corners of my mind,
Only to be seen while sleep,
I love you on purpose.
It was not love at first sight,
I saw you, I met you
And I decided to love you.
On purpose.

Why does no one say these kinds of thing to me...

Madison Sep 2021

Substance abuse

People get addicted to all sorts of things,
Alcohol, drugs, ***
I cant lie, Im no saint
Ive fallen to the temptations
But Ive yet to find anything as intoxicating as you

Madison Sep 2021

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Ive never loved myself,
Not truely anyways.
Theres always been apart of myself thats loathed me from the beginning.
A voice hating every part of me.
I swear to god I will drag her out of my head.
By the hair, kicking and screaming if need be

Title ideas would be appreaciated

Jul 2021

Lily

summer

girls like you
deserve a love that
always feels
like summer,
a love that
sings like waves against the sand
feels like freckles and anklet tanlines
smells like sunscreen and
Mackinac Island Fudge
dripping down your chin—
a love that never ends
like those rays of sun that
spray over Lake Michigan
and tickle heaven.
you part your lips
to speak and
just like that
my world
becomes
lyrical—
dipping and twisting
like a kite in the sky
flowing freely like
your baby hairs coming
out of your braid,
like your laugh as it
echoes down the
quiet shoreline,
around the chambers
of my soul.
girls like you
deserve a love that
always feels
like summer—
I pray that
your summer
never ends.

happy summer everyone! <3

#love #happiness #summer #lake #laugh #lakemichigan #michigan #happy #bestfriend #her

Madison Apr 2021

Overdosed

I remember that night like yesterday.
When I was on top of the world until I wasn't Suddenly I was brought back unto the bathroom floor.
I rolled over, closed my eyes, and passed out
I remember thinking
"Maybe I was meant to die alone"
I accepted it as I floated out of my head
And for the first time,
everything felt okay

#overdose #emotional #okay #teen #death

Madison Mar 2021

Youth

I feel the more I reach for it the further it gets
Every moment slipping from my grasp
I want to live
I havent even had the chance
Im growing up and nothing is okay

#youth #grow #sad #tough

Madison Feb 2021

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My hands hurt when they are not in yours
My eyes hurt when I cannot see you
My heart hurts because your gone