Because days like this,
I feel the tears role down my cheeks,
and I think to myself,
I've never loved anyone like I love you.

I am an instrument of organs that was designed to love you with every fiber of my being and I have been waiting for you to come along and listen to what happiness sounds like.

I wanna dance with you and look at pretty skies and lights with you and cook with you and eat with you and talk about everything with you and sleep next to you and go on adventures with you and vent to you about everything and watch movies with you and go to concerts and cute little places and drink coffee with you and just god I just want to be with you and do everything with you forever and evvvvver

I was eager to see you
Because I knew my heart needed it
I knew my mind demanded one more conversation with you
And I knew my body demanded one more touch from you
But I was also afraid to see you
Because I was afraid to get hooked
And I did..

It took me one sleepless night of writing
poems about you 
poems about us
of quietly suffering under the sheets of my bed
of letting the darkness around me enter
of letting desire consume my head.

It took me one sleepless night of writing
to promise I'll always put myself first
to hold my own hand
to lift myself up 
when I'm at my worst.

Because darling, you may have the most tender fingers
But who got me out of the sheets today?
It was myself
because I'm here alone
and you are so many miles          a w a y.