Useless Stardust

Useless Stardust Nov 2017

I am the king of my pieces,
where the king owns the game,
my pawns are gone,
my knights are slain,
my rookes have fleed,
and my castles decayed,
all is left is me and my Queen,
she protects me,
like a cloak of safety,
I don't want to end like this,
no, not this way,
in this game of where the king controls,
I want to save her,
I want to protect her
its not supposed to be the other way,
I try to help,
I am useless,
I am weak,
I cannot do such thing,
it is not in my power to,
I'm afraid to lose my Queen,

#game #queens #kings #chess #love #lovers

Useless Stardust Nov 2017

Tales Beyond the Spine

Your words touched me dearly
But I wish you would see who I am
I would like to read you
I want to read every word written down
Not just your binding or title
But your tale
I want to read from begining to end
I promise not to bend or rip the precious paper
If anything I want to etch your words into my own
Though my spine is not doing so well
I'm not intrested in stealing your spine
I only want to admire it
I know I'm asking a lot when I say
I only want to open your book

#books #crush #love #stories #story #genuine

Useless Stardust Nov 2017

Everythings Okay

I have these fingers
that are slower then my thoughts
in my mind I am afraid
that I will get caught
in the tangle of a world that trys to **** me with every swirl
my world is neither turned upside down
but rather reverse
in the way I walk
with the things I say
but all I couldn't do was talk
I dont want to ask for help
But instead scream within my eyes
that I am not alright
and would like some company right next to me
but no
I cant even ask for that
cause I have issues that include trusting ones who can love
I want to fix this by myself
but I know better then to go looking somewhere else
and all I need is just to breath and tell myself I'll be okay

#depression #okay

Useless Stardust Nov 2017

Gears

running, running, running gears,
quickly, smoothly,
running, running, running gears,
all towards the same goal,
running, running, running,
pop,
one jumps out, the gears continue,
running, running, running gears,
it lays there, useless,
running, running.. running...
it joins the pile as the gears continue
running... running.....

#gears #society #expectations #life #death

Useless Stardust Nov 2017

Little Flower

You are my dainty little flower,
I love the little things about you
You are the reason why I love

I love you dainty little flower
So delitcate and fragile
Your colors stand out from the green
Dainty little flower, will you allow me to pick you
Are you grounded to the ground
Or will you snap easily off your stem

Dainty little flower, please last long in the winter
The frost will protect you from the bitter cold layers
Please stay safe until the next spring
Because I love you beautiful little flower

#flower #winter #love

Useless Stardust Oct 2017

Funny Pain

Cheeks red and eyes squnting
A laugh erupted from my throat
My fist clenched
It was to much to handle
My stomach ached as did my heart
This was all so funny
I can't help but laugh
Muscles stretched into a big grin
How ironic
My smile did not reach my eyes
So funny
oh so funny

#laugh

Useless Stardust Oct 2017

Ginger Pale

i run my hands
through her
imperfect hairs
wanting to feel
each and every one them
my slender fingers
combe the knots gently
it was soft and smooth
from much use
of hair products
her ginger strans
fell around her beautiful face
pale
paler then what its
supposed to be
skin white as paper
as dark shades
hung below her
long mascara lashes
my eyes overflowed
with tears that were always
never ment to be seen
they
drip
drip
down my face
falling onto the dry crimson
that matted her beautiful hair
the scent so thick
i could feel myself suffocating
in the scent of her own blood

#lovers #blood #ginger

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